The other night I had an intense dream with incredibly vivid almost psychedelic colors. Although it was visually amazing I however felt as worried and anxious as my dream was colorful and brilliant.

I was leaning against a bar in a posh establishment when a handsome bartender slides me five cocktails. He slid me five very different, very beautiful cocktails. Now, I hadn't ordered the drinks, in my dream, but I was supposed to pay for them. They were beautiful looking, and I knew they'd be delicious but I didn't ask for these drinks, and I didn’t want to be on the hook for these drinks. I remember feeling anxious I wouldn’t be able to afford the alcohol. I woke up feeling overwhelmed and anxious. It was a bad dream.

I’m going to look into the psychology of dreams and read up on some of the different aspects of growth and psychological insight I might gather from focusing my attention onto what is going on in my mind. Maybe I’ll be able to gain greater insight into what is going on in inside my head.